I feel all kinds of joyful emotions when I'm with you.
But the moment I turn away, I feel all kinds of pain creeping inside it.
Ever since that day, it seems like I’ve been tossed in another direction,
like being in a sea full of emotional turbulence.
When we don't talk,
there will be an emptiness inside me that makes me feel really low.
Yesterday, I wondered if I still had feelings for you.
But I was probably too tired.
Waking up the today, the sinking feeling came back to haunt me.
Some nights,
I'll just be sleeping sub-consciously because my mind is too active thinking of all the possible things that could have happened.
And mummy comes to wake me up without me having felt that I have ever slept at all.
I'm sorry that I'm not a girl who can give you security nor a normal happy loving couple relationship.
I enjoyed your company, and how you made me laugh and smile.
I will never forget those memories you have given to me.
I'm glad that you left me,
preventing me from hurting you further.
I want you to have a good night sleep everyday.
That new chick who would be stealing my show and playing my role,
i sincerely hope she's better for you.
I'm really disappointed that we aren't close friends anymore.
You're a true friend to be with, whom I'd never want to lose.
Goodbye World.
Xxx,
E.
